Children...AHHHHH!

Children...what a concept? They seem to love me, and I them but...there's always a but with me isn't there. I was reading a story that my friend wrote about how she can't have children. I cried. She knew at 15 years old that she could never be a mommy. Now I'm not a mother and don't know that I ever will be, but the thought is nice, that I have the option you know. And why is it that people who want children and would be good parents can't have kids yet there's millions of woman who daily abort children. It baffles me. Not that I'm questioning God All Mighty, it just makes me cock my head sideways, twist my mouth, and shrug my shoulders.

I can tell you that kids make me smile, especially babies, cause they aren't brats yet, and they just want you to hold them. And I love other people's kids too cause I can send them home. But my own. Hmmm, I just don't know how to picture it, would I be a good mom. My mom is amazing, I suppose that if I took after her! And marriage, oh gosh, that would have to come before the children, but I'm getting off track now. So back to square one, do you have kids, do you love your kids, would you take it back if you could?

Who knows, maybe I'll have a house full when the time is right, but for now, I will just babysit everyone else's children, Hey mom's and dad's have to have a break every now and then.

God Bless
-Tia Maria