Change is good.....right?

My life feels like it's changing and the funny thing is, its not. I want it to though. I like change, I like the feeling of moving forward and without change you can never move forward. Maybe it's the New Year, that makes me feel this way. I just want to push the envelope and do things I've never done. Go places, meet new people, experience something new in 08. Personally I'm never happy, I'm unsatisfiable, and I've been told that by many people, I've been told that by people who don't even know me. Weather its good or bad....the verdict is still out!

I find myself being antsy, I can't sit still. No I don't drink to much caffeine either, I just can't relax. Who knows maybe it will pass but at this very moment I'm ready for a change. I want to love harder in the new year, let the little things go. Stand up for myself, especially when I deserve it. Accept the things I'll NEVER be able to change no matter how badly I want too. Be nicer to people even if they DON'T deserve it, and smile, I need to smile a whole lot more, my parents spent way to much money on my teeth not to show them off every once in a while!

God Bless
-Tia Maria